HEY. today. cny celebrations. damn sian la. all the concerts. i mean. its all the same everywhere. lion dance.. chinese dance.. wushu.. co... im not saying the concert is not nice. all of them are really pro. but.. i guess im just not the type to watch this kind of 'cheena' things. and i act BUY tickets to watch the co show for kaleidoscope lor. have to 'suffer' for 2 hrs. haiz. den emily suggested bring binoculars that day to zoom in on kelvin. den i was like. OMG. haha. later ppl think u siao. but seriously we are. lol.
and today have what. donation. im fine with donating. really. but everyone i see donating two dollar notes. den i really will have no money left if i donate two dollars, cause later still have to pay for the freaking photo taking thing. so i donated one dollar. den i quite paiseh la. cos so far i think i donate the most little one. den i still ask limBL if can donate one dollar anot. den she say 'it doesnt matter how much you donate. its about your sincerity in donating' or something like that. i was like.. oh ok. one dollar. later dont come n scold me i donate so litttle or complain to your colleages that ur student only donated one dollar. that will totally deepen my hate for you lor.
den after school. ONLY 11!!! i told my mum 3 something den sch end lor. i tot dont have half day. so i dun wanna go home so early. go home oso nothing to do. so i went tm with my friends la. den walk walk eat eat. its quite fun actually. my first outing with my dhs friends. den emily kee siao one. keep saying me n gary is .. compatible. then i keep shouting. NO LA. DONT BE STUPID. me n u den les. he's the one thats out. haha. but i dont mean it la. as in. we three .. just normal outing mah. no who's out or who's in one. ya. thats the way i like it. like last time me n my pri sch friends go out. we include everyone mah. so fun. haha.
den. i realised the way i go out and the way emily n gary go out is diff. they like playing. like. more wild. me? i prefer.. shopping. as in. erm. go into shops, although never buy, just go in walk walk go out. den go to eat some icecream or drink some coffee. something like that. more really shopping type den playing type. im not trying to change them. but im not really used to it. maybe its just because its the first time. so.. maybe i will get used to it. but pls. i will never go to an arcade. no matter how u all drag me in. haha. game shops. yes. but arcade? no sorry. haha.
so. thats my day, tmr lessons starts AGAIN. sianology.. im going sianhypernotics again. sure one. haha. sry emily. u have to bear with me again. or u be sianhyper urself la. haha. thats so fun!
act.. to be frank. i dont really like my class. i mean. cadmus rocks! like totally. but i dont really like the ppl inside. i can count the number of ppl i like. emily[likeduh]. kiatshing [dont xiang wai. FRIENDS.] chin kiat[this one oso] jiemin[haha. siao one this one] muni[sometimes la] jingqing[..] thats all. really. maybe its because.. its only a few weeks. i dunno their true personality yet. but. i can be quite certain. ppl change. PY's 'clique'. the ppl inside. sure got someone, someday will fall out with each other. once they get to noe the clique member's true personality. sometimes they are just putting on a facet. they can be two-sided. and u nv noe. they can suddenly turn his/her back against you. and u never found out why she/he is giving you the cold shoulder. you never talk to each other ever again. you become enemies. you glare at each other when you walk past. its abit dramatic, i noe. but it has happened to me before. and the feeling sucks. you think you are her true best fren, but it turns out to be wrong. my mum say, these people are never your true frens before. never. you think you noe them. but u dont. so. friendship. i wanna find my real, true best friend. and be friends with him/her forever.
if only this kind of two-sided ppl never exsited. the world will be so.. peaceful.
PS: des n ppl. why u all never come one?? too busy playing GB or going out taking neoprints is it? it IS kinda sad to see that my BEST FRIENDS[or so i hope] din come to my blog n see and tag. so i dont care what u r doing. must come k.