SIAN.
guides is quite fun today. although my hands ache like siao. ropeburns n muscle aches. haha. but reallly very fun.
weird. i was sort of dreading to guides yesterday nite la. cos im scared of the freaking OC. i seriously got phobia lor.. den im such a pathetic noob i cant even cross MONKEY BAR.
its like. everyone oso can le lor. den only me. the sec2s say if u dunno how to do the seniors will pump u very hard. until u can really cry. so im damn scared now.
luckily i can do the fireman's ladder now. last time i cant even do THAT.
im such a noob.
den actually.. today very depressed de. aiya. dont wanna talk about that la. i just wanna forget about it as soon as possible..
alot of things on my mind now. so much i cant even concentrate on blogging. and playing minesweeprs. IM LOSING. AHH.
i dunno why i always get minor depression nowadays. i just hope my someone will come soon and accompany me. i cant continue alone.