are teachers always right? are they the most clever and rational people on earth that parents will much rather trust them than their own children?
obviously no. they are NOT the most clever people on earth, and they are certainly NOT the most reasonable people too. dont they get it that some teachers are biased too? dont they get it that some teachers are so damn unreasonable? dont they get it that some teachers simple SUCK?
thurs night. i was having ballet. i didnt go to ballet last monday cos i just fell and hurt my knee so badly i cant dance. so i didnt learn the new dance. my teacher totally noes i didnt come on mon so i couldnt have learnt the new dance. instead of teaching me the dance, she PRETENDED i came on monday and scolded me the WHOLE lesson of why i still CANT rmb the dance despite learning it for THREE days already.
she sucks la. i really almost 100% want to scold her already lor. i wanted to cry already lor. i was already having a lousy day and there she is, rubbing salt to my wound. making me more depressed. then after lesson, when we usually say goodbye to the teacher and making a miny curtsy to her, i just grab my things and storm out of class. and closing the door DAMN LOUDLY behind me so she can hear. then downstairs she met my mum and they started talking. then i stand at one side as far away from them as possible, den listened to my ipod so i cant hear what they were talking. the after that my mum scolded me. omg. she dont even understand what im feeling. she doesnt know what im going through now. she dont know how much stress and frustration and depression has accumulated inside me.
i cried in the car. my mum doesnt even know.
you may think im strong and dont cry easily. but you dont know how i feel inside. im weak inside. i may not cry in school or in public, but i cry almost everyday at home. its hard you know, to have to show your parents that you are happy when deep down inside, you are utterly depressed.
tell me what to do.