today skipped ballet. cos my parents cannot come back home in time to send me. feel so sian at home. then everytime i wanted to take my ipod out and listen. den realised i lost it.
felt a tinge of sadness again =(
i keep thinking what would i do when i get back my ipod. put more jay chou songs into it etc. but i never thought what if i never got back my ipod.
what if my ipod is
i dont think i can stand the pain.
i mean. i cant even stand the thought that RIGHT THIS INSTANT, it is in someone else's possession. who might be doing something to it.
my mum made it clear that she wont buy another one for me if i never get it back.
can i just tell you something mum. ITS NOT MY FAULT.
its STOLEN for goodness sake. you cant blame me for that.
do you think i want it to be stolen?
do you SERIOUSLY think im not sad?
just because i dont cry in front of you doesnt mean im not hurting inside ok.
do you know the minute you all are gone and im alone in the house i cry.
i just want you to understand how i feel.
you are not the only one that is sad.
and i doubt that you are as upset as me.
-terminated