havent updated for quite a long time.
fine. its only TWO DAYS. not so long =.=
went to sch today for A-star program. we were waiting for jiemin's aunt to come for the script in the foyer without telling justine. haha. when we got back no one [except muni] knows we are missing anyway. so whats the point of telling man?
the play was quite well done. to me la. cause we managed not to laugh, and we talked loud enough for everyone to hear. when we got back justine was like. well done marvelous. i was wondering if she said that to every group or just us. HAHA.
after that when to eat macs with muni. waited there for ONE HOUR before the lunch meals starts. so we were entertaining ourselves by eating ice cream and looking at photos. i wasted all my money on food!
so we walked all the way to the bus 30 busstop. saw charmaine and ks on the bus. together. so muni wanted to kajiao them. i was chao bushuang la. dunno why also. natural feeling bah. haiz.
when i came down bus 17, i saw this totally gross guy sitting at the corridors there. he was whistling [ok i dunno how to spell] la. at first i thought he just whistle for fun, so i turned around to see who's making the idiotic noise. TURNS OUT that he's been whistling to ME. so when i turned and look at him, he's like motioning for me to come over.
omg. i think he wants to take advantage of me.
see if i go over, i bet he will start touching me all over, or offer me drugs, or whatever sorts of illegal stuff. wahlao super disgusting leh. this kind of people also exist. wonder who will be stupid enough to really go over to him. omg.
when i learnt all those health ed stuff in p6, all those people offering drugs, or asking you to come with them all those stuff, i thought it wont really happen to me. now it happened. now i realise how unexpected the world is.
just now i was reading all the smses i have in my inbox and i felt a pang of sadness. all those memories, all those times when we always went home together, when we chatted with each other on msn, all those times when we would just message each other when we are happy.
what happened to all those lovely times?
did it end just because we are not sitting close to each other anymore? or is it because you know the truth?
the truth doesnt matters anymore. i dont care anymore if you dont feel the way i do for you. i just wanna remain friends. good friends, best friends even.
is it so difficult?
do you treat everyone the same cold way? or is it just me.
i think its just me.