i know i shouldnt feel jealous.
i shouldnt be sad.
but i just cant help it.
its her birthday present. and her original ipod IS spoiling.
but i dunno why i still feel funny whenever we step into the apple store, let alone seeing my sis buying her brand new ipod video.
now i realised i havent really get over it. once there's something that reminds me strongly, i will feel like crying.
that was what happened to me yesterday. my mum thought i was angry. but no, i wasnt angry.
i know nobody is to be blamed for what happened. and like i said i should get depressed. or jealous.
i cant tell my mum what im feeling.
she wouldnt understand.
now although im feeling better already, i still sort of regret buying my zen. i mean, ok its quite ok. and better than nothing. but if i just wait a few more days, i may be able to get the 2nd gen nano.
but whats done is done.