actually i dont even need the truefriendtest to see who are my real friends. i mean, its so expected.
emily, duh im with her everyday.
liying, my best guides friend ever.
jingqing, she just knows me well sitting in front of me.
alystone, you have to revise your merchant of venice act1 scene1.
the others, expected la.
only 2 person got the last question correct, liying because she did before alr. emily because i told her the answer. lol.
so in case you wanna do again, here is the link again.
http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/703565
sorry liying.
i just cant bring myself to admit the fact out loud yet,
even though the truth is shouting at me straight at my face.
i still dont have this strength in me to admit, to confess, to the outside world.
im scared of people's reaction if they found out, since i've been denying all along.
im scared that i will hurt myself more.
that sounds really selfish, but hope you dont mind.
im really, really touched by the care and concern you show me.
thanks for the willingness to support me no matter what happens.
thanks for the smiles, the laughters you bring me all those days when we meet.
thanks for everything.
when i feel okay about everything, i'll tell you everything. although you probably already know everything.
nevertheless, love you (:
i suddenly feel how much guides means to me.
i mean, aside from the fact that im still going to die for competition on sat.
guides brought me real, true friends.
friends that doesnt run away from you once you shed your personality the world sees.
friends that doesnt ignore or dao you once the interest is gone.
friends that saw the ugly side of you during camps and not be disgusted.
we sometimes may not be very close to someone alot, yet when she's beside you during pt or any other training, you will still hold her hand, keep encouraging her, give her strength to continue piaing.
guides brought me skills, increased my physical stamina.
guides brought me life in my boring school days.
guides taught me how to tie gadgets.
guides made me bring baisheng to school everyday.
guides gave me nice seniors who help me with everything.
this is why i love guides.
im sure if i joined choir in the very beginning last year, i would not have gained so much, or found such good friends, or like cca so much.
of course, i love 2C too. (:
i really shouldnt have cared so much about that one single person when theres people around me who love me. and i love them back.