xiaowei is so pro.
the video, it made me cry.
made me think about everything the sec4s did for us since last year.
how they feel everytime they give us evaluation, everytime they scold or punish us.
they must not feel good too.
and so why do we keep doing it, since it doesnt feel good to both parties.
now that they're leaving, im so scared we disappoint them once again on the final task we are supposed to do for them. the platform, im scared it will kua again like the practice. im scared the knots are too lose which proves we have no skills, not enough strength etc.
and the item. what if it sucks, not enjoyable at all, not understandable, not logical at all. the while farewell performance will be ruined. by us.
but just want to say.
sec4s, we love you (:
&i've been blog surfing for awhile.
i'm sorry for the way things turned out.
it was never meant to be like that.
but have you ever thought that.
you lost the opportunity yourself.
we attempted. we tried.
people cried before.
i cried before.
hopefully, everything can turn out the way we wanted it to be.
because its not supposed to be like this.