its two days down to oj.
im scared.
im screwed.
felt very stupid today, everything dont know, what a failure.
leoclub!
seriously hilarious.
in the midst of combined oj, ballet, academic work, parental misunderstanding, my lack of basic oj knowledge and stress, i seriously dont know how to survive.
its just the beginning.
dont break down.
in a total lost now.
want to do maths, but i dont know what to do.
want to do something for oj, i dont feel like im helping.
want to chat, but i dont want to start.
what happened about that promise to myself?
&its not my fault for the marks i got ok.
i seriously thought i was going to fail.
i dont envy smart people like daphne already, if they always get tortured by this kind of words.
i repeat.
dont break down now.