i know im probably thinking too complicated,
maybe i should let things go freely,
maybe its just the best way and i'll even feel better.
but i cant.
this is just another phase of life i have to go through, misery.
everyone went through it and i have no reason to believe why i wont.
i know i will, but for now, the feeling sucks.
and its true, when one thing comes, everything comes.
real life example.