i really dont want some things to end.
the only few moments when im really happy, enjoying myself, no other stuff distracting me and making me think stupid stuff again.
thats when i want time to stop.
when i dont want the mrt to move.
when things can just continue the way it is.
because i know once it is stopped, things will never go back to the same again.
it will be as usual,
all the fun, jokes, laughter,
will all be gone and forgotten.
and its just the same as before.
this cycle never ends, never changes.
when someone will get forgotten all of the time.
and i'll remember.
how it was.
how it felt like.
because i'll never get it back.