i know, i know.
everyone's sick of my lousy, low self esteem posts.
life's like that.
i admire those who truly says 'haha' from the bottom of their hearts.
not those who fake it sometimes,
people like you and me.
so im not ready.
just a simple push of a button,
and im scared.
i dont know what now.
i got over, certainly.
but why?
sometimes there's too much 'i's.
i cant stand it myself.
i dont want it to seem like the earth is revolving because of me.
because its not.
who am i?
nothing.
(but at least in God's eyes, im something, which im reallly grateful of)
sometimes the things i say, i think im the only one who experienced it.
what i dont realise is that, what i do, how i feel, the other party might already be feeling it, probably even stronger than myself.
I'm not special.
remember that clearly, lh.
im not.
so stop thinking that way.
some things are so expected.
its good to brace myself for it.
because when it comes, it doesnt hit that hard.