i think people are always compromising me, giving up their own stuff to let me do my stuff.
like for example now,
my sis allowing me to use this comp and forget about her own stuff just because i cant open my file in the laptop.
am i such a control freak?
i know i am, i know people think i am sometimes.
im demanding, when i dont know what to do myself.
and im irritating.
i irritate people.
when they dont even want my presence anymore i continue to be there.
acting like a fly, bee, wasp? buzzing around.
it feels really good to go on self workout.
running, exercising.
and omg. i actually feel quite satisfied when i injured myself going up the wall.
no dont worry im not going to commit suicide anytime soon.
yea.
i hate march holidays.
when they totally bombarded us with projects.
as if we have all the time in the world to do.
and all i want to do is just to end all these.
what am i doing, seriously.
im not even myself most of the time.
sorry, once again, for this post.
that wasnt meant to be,
since im stressing out like shit now.
damn it.