everyday its like the same routine.
go school, study, think about what to do aft sch, come home, dinner, do hw, go online, getting scolded by parents about slping late, pack, slp.
you dont understand.
that this is my life.
that you dont try to change it.
that everything will just feel weird and out of place if its changed.
going online every night is basically the thing that i look forward to most.
because its part of my life, dont try to change it.
yes, i get restless and more unlike myself than i already am. so dont even try.
omg, what am i talking, this doesnt make any sense.
yesterday, i craved for doughnuts.
today, i ate it and got over it.
i remember, there was a point of time when i wanted doughnuts too.
and what you did, what we did, i'll always remember.
no, im not emoing.
im just remeniscing old days.
and i think and i think and i think.
but i still cant figure out whats wrong with me.
and this is over and over again.
and i cant get it right.
although this is more than i can wish for.
i just want to stay the same.