sometimes, you feel the fight is over.
but you just wont let go.
say I'm crazy, but I like the feeling of being on top of a structure 4m off the ground.
and viewing everything from up there.
even though the spar beneath me might break any moment.
I think it's nice.
and only guides can bring me that feeling(:
my mum says I count on friends too much.
always having dinner with them, until late to come home.
like without them, I cannot survive.
you know what, mum, it's true.
I won't be able to survive.
I just don't want to miss anything.