weird.
just ask sumei, marcus, or basically just anyone how weird I was in class today.
like suddenly, I can just burst out laughing for no reason.
and not to mention the sudden overwhelming stress during bp.
math ct.
unlike yesterday night, I don't even feel like studying for it.
sure, I did some questions but forget it man.
see, I even have time to blog now. wow. miracle.
binomials and polynomials and partial fractions are just not my friends. ):
really. all the time in class I'm having difficulties trying to catch up while there's people making up their own theorems.
the feeling of trying really hard to achieve certain stuff but still cant get it sucks totally.
oh, the bell just rang, it's 12am and I haven't
1) prepared what's needed for jihe tmr (or should I say, today?)
2) cut my nails, prepare u etcetc.
3) REVISE like wow.
enough of that.
"out damned spot! Out I say!"
and what state of mind am I in nowadays.
it's like a mess.
yes, it's me again.
I'm the one who did it,
I'm the one who ruined your stuff,
sorry, I know my apology don't even mean anything.
yes, I'm the bad person here,
since I'm already termed bad in this place,
why don't I just continue and play my role well?
I'll never do anything right in this house, right?
I climb the wall,
I can see the edge, but I can't take the fall.