Jenn's song got to me too.
and just so happens, coincidentally,
when I was listening to that song,
my sis came, and something happened that set me to tears again.
sorry, I know you care for me.
surprisingly, more than anyone else in the family.
it's not true, I know, but somehow I can only sense yours as the strongest.
but I can't bring myself to be where you want me to be.
I can never be as good a student, a daughter, a person as you can be.
and as I rejected your request once again, I just want to say.
I'm sorry.
really sorry.
and thanks, I know you're trying to help me.
this path, whatever happens, I chose myself.
and I'll face it myself.
and, I'll miss you when you're gone.
because I really don't know how the family is going to be like without you.