sometimes, I'm satisfied.
afterall, it's all I ever wished for, way over my expectations.
but what if.
I dont know what I'm thinking right now.
1.30am, thinking about some stupid nonsense.
not my first time.
what about now.
what about today.
what if you're making me, all that I was meant to be.
what if it's lost behind words we could never find,
before it's too late,
what about now.