something's feeling weird inside me now and I don't know what it is its like a mixture of everything things that cant be helped things that just went wrong maybe this is the best solution for all of us maybe its meant to be this way maybe its all fate and as I sit down here growing fatter and fatter each day through the hols I wonder what am I exactly waiting for and what exactly am I holding on to just to find it slipping away over again.
what a long string of words.
as I randomly blog surfed just now I realise my serious lack of life.
how can people's life be so different yet so similiar.
if I can foresee the future,
I think I'll see myself with no bf and have cancer in the future, as a result of my overdose of radiation in my teenage years.
random, dont ask me how I came up with that conclusion.
gonna do this thing I saw in heather's blog.
(showing only the results)
Dear poo (ly's pet name in pet society),I don’t really know how to tell you this, but I dislike your eyelashes.I think I realised it when your dwarf bit me, at the mental hospital and I saw you sit on the elephant in the corner. I’m sure you’re masochistic enough to understand how boring you are. I’m returning your car to you, but I’ll keep your suicide note as a memory. You should also know that I mock you behind your back constantly and you ruined my attempts at another world war. Good luck in jail, helloappletree.
how interesting.
but totally nonsense all the same.