tonight is a weird night.
fell asleep from 8plus, straight after dinner, and can hardly keep my eyes open after that.
ended up doing absolutely nth,
with totally no idea what I am doing.
hate nights/days like these.
when my bloody graph just doesnt look right no matter what,
when it's time for another round of cross referencing of answers in school,
when it's another cycle of routined schedules, day by day.
when my dad just woke up and scolded me for not sleeping yet (again)
and my prac is still not completed.
a whole page of chinese words waiting for me to memorise them.
more stuff in my file waiting for me to touch them.
for a moment, I had the full intention to just heck the rest of the term.
it's just two more weeks, sem1 grades are finalised anyway.
no I'm not supposed to feel this way towards studying, sorry.