sometimes (most of the time these days actually) I feel like I'm such a risk to people, its better off they stay away from me.
I have hands of destruction, I think it's quite true.
not only hands, brains too.
didnt blog these days,
I'm so zzz,
feeling of nothingness almost everyday.
I think it's possible to feel nothing.
I mean, like you feel so empty but no idea why, just so nothing inside.
Ironically I dont want holidays to end, but I like school.
but the thought of the school busy hectic lifestyle all over again makes me go zzz.
term 3 zzz.
maintain/ improve my grades zzz.
see (certain) teachers again zzz.
PW zzz.
busy neverending work every night zzz.
lolzzzz.
yea some say I go mad these days.
as if I'm so happy, joyous, blablabla.
no wait, I dont actually know what I'm thinking half of the time.
I dont understand, either.
but dont wanna think about it now, not after so long.
after all, you're an idiot, right?
yes I see you nod your head in agreement.