went swimming with mum.
should've known better to go alone myself next time.
since nothing good/ happy will happen.
conflicts are always caused by misunderstandings.
that doesnt matter, misunderstandings happen all the time.
what's lacking now is the ability to overlook the misunderstanding, and forget abt it.
no one's perfect.
why is moving on so hard.
why does it always have to result in another cold war,
when I have no idea when its gonna end.
so its me again.
I'm always the one with the blame.
for angering her, for pissing her off, for this, for that.
why not just be in my shoes for a moment, and feel how I feel.