seems kinda disappointing in a way.

not because the sec3s didnt plan it well,

but rather the whole atmosphere wasnt really there.

or maybe it just takes alot to get me emotional.

if the vid was to make us cry and get emo, it didnt really succeed since all of us sec4s were laughing like mad over our very nice photos.

but then again, 4 years of guiding just ends like that.

I know they always say, its not the end, still have yu/yals blablabla, but I guess to me it will not be the same.

in the sense that I'll not be in my beloved P4 Jasmine, my ATC patrols, leoclub and of course, maxim again.

and these are just left to be precious memories for me to keep.

initially I thought it would be a rather heartwrenching moment to leave it all behind.

afterall, guides really did play a very very major part of my secondary sch life, it's really a family.

there was a period of time when guides really was almost everything.

I could even happily sacrifice my studies, lots of my time for it.

really, my life was so guides-oriented, it was rather scary.

some things I'll definitely miss about guides.

standing in the front row during jihes with teo hanx and usan, crapping and joking.

the baoshus, and the satisfaction in those rare times when there is full patrol.

the camp preps, working with each other for long hours.

cheerings, not for the sake of cheering but pure motivation.

and so on.

didnt think that I was actually a good PL to my jnrs,

think back and wished that I had done more for them, for the patrol.
but nevertheless, I really really love this patrol, the snrs, the jnrs, all make up this wonderful family, and because of them, I never regretted joining guides.

40th batch in sec2

40th batch in sec4

colour party, with kim and ly in sec2

COJ P1 Leoclub! (I'll never forget how we came up with the name -.-)


CUG Campfire '08. those really, really fun times.

PLTC '08


MAXIM!

CUG Campfire '09

the Jasmine spirit.

all my loves.

it's definitely not a goodbye, it's just time to move on.